HELLO. After a period of drought and a severe lack of posts on everyone's part, I shall restart this vibrant cycle. OHO. I'm fantabulous. anyway. I hope i can be entirely honest on this blog, since well, we're a cell after all.
i've been realising things, discovering things and somehow, my attempts to accept them have failed miserably. I feel like i'm drifting from one place to another, nothing actually registering in the numb wad of jelly you call my brain. i'm not sure i'm open to such things, after all the pain and hurt this holiday has brought me. Its like a clam, it warms up to something and begins to open. But the minute you prod it, it shuts itself tightly, refusing entry. There are prequisites to getting to know me; you have to be able to ease open that clam. can you do that? i've been hurt countless times by friends, family, inevitably, but sometimes it simply overwhelms me, suppressing me beneath its heavy burden. its happened alot, and i love you (omitted) for lending me your shoulder to cry on. you've been there for me countless times and i don't know what i can do, except say thank you over and over again. you make me laugh and i'll never forget what you said: "laughter just drives it away'. i try my best to laugh, to smile, to plaster a factitious grin on my face, even when i don't feel like it. i apologise if i've been distant, been crappy, but when life's not giving you your fair share of goodness, what can you do? I think i'm reading too much of junhui's blog. its getting me all emo and abstract. I'm glad for acdb8camp, and i really love it. lon hau and tze yong, your photos were in room 2.1, where i debated in haha. So funny. yasmine, shaocai, I miss you! Please come back soon okay? Not that joshua is bad or anything, cos he's really good.
Lord, let me thank you for everything you've given and blessed me this holidays, my fantastic friends, those touching qts, new experiences, new people, i love you for everything. Good or bad, I still want to thank you. i love you.
=i'm sorry i'm so nonsensical, its because i've taken one hour to blog this post and my mood keeps changing in this one hour. It seems to me like a mass of words which i somehow used filmsy rope to bundle together. And now, i'm chucking it in your face.=
XOXO carolyn
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Shenna:25th Feb 1993
Clarine: 17th April 1991
Carolyn:25th April 1993
Andrew: 1st May 1993
Sarah: 3rd May 1993
Samuel: 4th June 1993
Dom:22nd June 1993
Sean:23rd June 1993
Tze Yong:2nd July 1993
JonGAN:16th July 1993
Nick:18th July 1993
Kai Kein:26th July 1993
Ben:15th Sept 1993
Nat:11th Oct 1993
LiHao:20th Nov 1993
Lynette:5th Dec 1991
LonHau:11th Dec 1993
Jeremy:23rd Dec 1993
JonathanSOON:23rd Dec 1993